I love you, but I don't even know why

The title's one of my favorite lyrics from one of my favorite songs.

*grins*

Went to get promotional headshots today - man, I'm old. I mean, honestly. I look at myself in the mirror or look at Amanda and suddenly I just can't breathe, sometimes.

I don't even know if I'm upset by it.

Hell, right this second, I don't know anything except that there are a lot of angry, unhappy people on earth and they seem to have issue with joy.

And I need a new tattoo.

Now.