My Kid the Handy Person
So, today's been hard.
Really hard. It hurts so bad that I don't even know how to explain it, like a hurt so deep I'd do anything to tear it out. It hurts so deep that I can't *feel* it almost; but I hear myself screaming, so it has to hurt.
I tell myself, over and over, it will pass. I have faith. I survived the last episode. This one will stop. They stop. They always stop. I can do this.
I can.
Goddamnit.
The good news is that the a/c unit backed up and the teenager not only dealt with her mother who had a complete meltdown, but she organized the advice from the grandparents, used creative problem solving skill, and fixed it.
Yeah, I have the single greatest kid in the history of kids.
My very capable teenager.
Go you, angel baby.
Really hard. It hurts so bad that I don't even know how to explain it, like a hurt so deep I'd do anything to tear it out. It hurts so deep that I can't *feel* it almost; but I hear myself screaming, so it has to hurt.
I tell myself, over and over, it will pass. I have faith. I survived the last episode. This one will stop. They stop. They always stop. I can do this.
I can.
Goddamnit.
The good news is that the a/c unit backed up and the teenager not only dealt with her mother who had a complete meltdown, but she organized the advice from the grandparents, used creative problem solving skill, and fixed it.
Yeah, I have the single greatest kid in the history of kids.
My very capable teenager.
Go you, angel baby.

3 Comments:
At 1:01 AM,
Lorna said…
go kiddo!
At 10:27 AM,
DarthVelma said…
You raised that kid right.
And *hugs*. I hope your head is better today.
At 6:04 PM,
Moma Sue said…
I wish I could take all your pain. All my Love Moma
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